Spirituality: Religious Expectations And Spiritual Awakening

Back in the old days, my parents had certain religious expectations about attending church.

The message to dress a particular way and contribute an "acceptable" amount of money came through loud and clear. As a result, it was a struggle for me when I couldn't afford the latest fashion or a substantial contribution to the collection plate. This was the one place I didn't want to feel judged.

But that's exactly how I felt.

Maybe this thought process comes from my upbringing. Being expected to gather at a certain time in a certain place feels dictatorial to me. The term "religion" makes me think of something structured. It makes me think of those expectations my parents instilled in me. Whereas the term "spirituality" seems more natural to me; more carefree; more organic.

Don't get me wrong, I was raised with morals and I adhere to those morals every day. I do unto others as I would have them do unto me. I believe in conducting myself as a decent human being. My spiritual way of life has been an evolution and that's what I think life is all about; evolving. I feel as long as I am growing, learning, and experiencing, I am truly living!

My spiritual journey didn't exactly hit me like a ton of bricks.

clipart image of brick falling on guy's head

It was more gradual.

First, there was the sense of feeling more connected to the universe. I've always loved nature but, at some point, I began to feel more connected to the universe when I went out into nature. I stroll leisurely or sit quietly, gazing up at the sky. It's very peaceful and rejuvenating for me.

Next, was the intuitive dreams and premonitions. I started to keep a dream journal and was amazed at how many of my dreams turned out to be premonitions.

And, last, there was the development of sensitivities ... to just about everything! Things like, chemicals (medications, food additives, odours) and emotions; my own as well as other people's.

Maybe I'm simply sensitive to energies around me but, whatever it is, it leads me to believe that I might be
"a bit psychic!"

screenshot Image of Daphne Moon from Frasier

In order to cope with the symptoms of these sensitivities, intolerances, and allergies, I look for alternative solutions. Whether it's home remedies, homeopathic medicine, or natural and organic products; I'll practice whatever works! If you told me to stand on my head in a corner while sucking on a lemon, I'd try it! And, if it worked, I'd do it faithfully.

I'm learning how to meditate, which is basically controlled breathing and visualization, and I try to live as simply as I can. I don't consider myself a minimalist (yet) but I'm heading in that direction.

Living a completely stress-free lifestyle is almost impossible. But I'm going to do everything I can to achieve the impossible!

Relaxation music and guided meditation videos help me evolve even higher with my spirituality.

I'm sure I sound like a hippie here (not that there's anything wrong with that).

image of girl dressed like a hippie sitting in the grass

image of girl dressed like a hippie sitting in the grass

And all of this may sound kooky, and I may seem like a weirdo, but I don't drink alcohol or do drugs (I'm too sensitive for that), so I need something to relieve my stress!

If any of this resonates with you,

Reach Out

and tell me about your spiritual journey.